It's no joke
28th NOV 2010

when the clock strike 1030pm its mark the 1st year you are gone.
people always say when days passed we'll slowly forgive and forget.

I would like to know how many days need to pass in order not to feel the pain anymore.
I don't dare to recall the days we spend together because it bring all the memories that hurt.

no matter how hard i tried it's still the same.
i hope everything is fine.

Its a JOKE! i need to celebrate my best gfriend 生日on my best bfriend 死记.


Posted on Thursday, October 28, 2010 @ 12:36 AM

Out of a sudden after looking at weiting's blog. I know she is out already.
She look so so alike with weihua which make feel so so weird suddenly.

Suddenly it remind me of him and am out of control.
keep reminding myself that i am working but lucky no one can see me.

ROAR!
what happen?
I thought i am slowly accepting the fact but i realise it still hurt like HELL!
Not thinking of it does not make the situation any better.

Is he okay? Is he good? Will he be suffering?
No answer to any of these question.

I guess I am just not mature enough to deal with this kinda of situation.

give me time and i must believe time will heal.

(I don't dare to look at his photo, I don't dare to think of anything we had once done it tgt.)

Posted on Thursday, July 22, 2010 @ 12:45 PM

Busy SAT












Sat was a busy day.
meet ivy and lam at bedok at 5 but LAM CAME LATE!
irritating her. next time i will treat her the way she treated ivy :D
ten minute only right! (u know wad i mean and i bet u will read this!)

buy some food for pasta and went for lunch.
we order too much foods and its not nice. =/
maybe expectation too high lahs. errhhhss.

stay over at lam hse and went sauna.
DAMN hot lahs.
ONE STUPID women pour a lot of water and the degree went up to 50.

SUNDAY~
pasta day and ivy help me damn lots unlike some one sleeping. FAINT!
slack the whole day, tired.

went for botak jones.
the distance to the shop from the stop we alighted is damn far.
when we reach we are already super tired. :((
after dinner, play arcade. hahahahaha.
go and imagine lo. :D

Goodnight.



Posted on Monday, April 12, 2010 @ 12:26 AM